Why are we given so many hormones? It doesn't seem fair. Finally after two weeks of crying, anxiety, and other emotions I feel like I am starting to find some stability. Next week will be the true test to see if I am semi back to normal. It will be the first week that I will have all three kids home with me alone. It has me a little freaked out but I think it is because I nurse my baby like 6 times a day and that takes some time that by the time I get to the other kids I don't have time to clean. How do you balance three kids and housekeeping and sleeping. I think sleep is so important that I would rather go to bed with my kids so that I can be stable the next day.
Oh how do you do it? I guess I will just have to teach my kids to help me. That is spending time with your kids and teaching them a valuable lesson on keeping things neat. If we work together we will have more time as a family and I am less likely to be cranky because my house is clean.
Oh Spring is in the air. I love how it has been sunny for almost a week straight. The sun is such a nice mood stabilizer. When it is sunny I tend to be more cheerful and life doesn't seem so bad when it bright and warm outside. Since my baby is still so little I can't go far from my home. So having the sun out allows me to take the baby outside to clear my head and be away from my house for a little bit. I think God is really taking care of me. He knows how I handle things and he has blessed me with sunshine so that I can stay semi sane. I love how he is always looking out for me.
